I am skeptical of letting love into my life, let alone my heart. My heart is healing from being wounded and my mind is trying to keep me safe. I’m protecting myself from narcissistic behaviour and giving love without receiving it back. I am through with abandonment, unpredictable behavior, and non-acceptance.
I am working on feeling safe by not allowing people in my life that don’t respect my wounds. I’m ready to recognize red flags and I am going to set and keep my boundaries from here on out. I’m going to be kind to myself and respect my own decisions and I’m going to take ownership of the things I decide for myself and my loved ones. I refuse to stop loving people but I’m sure ready to love some of them from a distance. Most importantly, I’m committed to staying connected to myself, the earth, and the universe.
By doing this, I am able to receive you and recognize you for the beautiful human you are. Even if you never show up, that’s okay because I’m happy with myself and love my own company.
If you do show up, I will need grace, lots of love, friendship, compassion, trustworthiness, willingness to put in the work and great communication. I will do the same in return.
It would be a bonus if we have a deep soul connection with a love that can carry us through life’s ups and downs. I want a great lover, a foodie, and a nature and animal lover. A good movie and lots of cuddling would round things out perfectly.
I understand if this is a bit much and we can always love from afar but if you are healing and willing then I am too. It is a blank page that is ready for a pen. A love story is ready to be written…